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^^ My first (crappy) video. Hehe.

I just finished eating. So far today I’ve eaten…

-3 small cookies in the packages
-A little cup of peaches
-1/2 of an orange
-3/4 of a peanut butter sandwich with 2 breads
-1 bowl of salad with French dressing

I know I’m going to fuck up and eat something else. I just hope I can stick to water now. I’ve noticed that when I’m mad, I loose my appetite. I can’t eat when I’m mad. But I think when I’m sad, I can eat. I don’t know. I mean I shouldn’t even be thinking about this. I’m probably going to end up going downstairs with my cousins, ad they’re going to have A LOT of junk food. My little cousin is loaded, which is probably the reason he weights 110. He’s only 9. It’s not good. I mean I’m 14, and I weight 144. Yeah I know, I’ fat. Don’t say it. I’m working on it, okay? Well I have to go work-out. I’ll write back later if I fuck up.

♥.enika.™